I am committed to blogging every day, but I have nothing to write tonight. I said it all outloud, I don't really feel like writing it.

I read Andrea's blog about how happy she is and that is great. I wish I could understand or get, or more real, have her happiness.

I'm not trying to say I am depressed , or quitting. Maybe I am just really really tired.

I am right where I am supposed to be. I am a good guy. repeat