Despite the fact I am watching a special on boobies on Nat Geo HD, I am still just deeply ...something.

Not in the zone, cuz that's like when you are doing something really well. I feel "in the flow" like the place deepak chopra talks about. Pure potentiality occurs in the silence. I feel connected and free and peaceful and stupid ;) But that's just because I am having trouble accepting being in this place of unlimited stillness.

i just want to sit still and meditate, and i dont meditate.

Ok, on to grey's anatomy. Grey's monologue isn't very sharp, and her love doctors "bedroom eyes" saved her not so well done crying scene. But the rest of the show was brilliant.

George is perfect comedy and humanity, a stumbling hero, a goofy hearthrob. Coo is aching unbending rigid quivering rod of curious power and vulnerability. A mom who gave up her baby, and the new teachers pet for the perky new resident. The nurses on strike, the old ladies passing "over". The love unfulfilled. It's almost too much for one little show. remember when tv shows had one theme an episode?

Ok, back to Nat geo, and how El Nino affects boobies. I'm obviously not that enlightened. ;)