Sunday, January 22, 2006

...and

I want to share more, and offer more encouragement.

So I thought I should continue the previous post, which was techi blar blar and add in more of what's going on in my head and heart.

My mom. I want to save the world, because i feel I can't save my mom. And I have had zero success in the rescue department. And in the only place i feel like I may have succeeded in making a difference, I live afraid I'll just blow that too.

So, I need to talk this through with my momma. I just want her to be happy. Well, not just happy, I want her to live in joy, be proud of who she is, and fully engaged in the opportunity of every day.

I'm not sure where to go or what to do with that, except spend some time talking to my momma, and being ok with her being who she is, right where she is, but how do you stop wanting more for the people you love? Maybe that's why I'm drawn to heroes, they make a difference, and I just want to make a difference for her. I want to be her hero.

off that topic, another item on my mind is to be much more encouraging, patient, and compassionate. I'm certain that I will be successful with that pursuit.

Tired.

83 posts

And what do i see?

A bright new future ahead of me.
the world is changing again, of course every day brings subtle changes, but suddenly one day you look around and go wow, this isn't how I remember things. Technology is evolving towards its inevitable use, blending with people and culture. So where techonolgy was once used to enhance activities and functions, it's now integrating personality and style in way that disco influenced the style and choice in the 70s.

You can see the major impacts in communication, warfare and medicine. We are at the launching point for a new technology boom.

We will in this decade become primarily wireless. Replacement organs, limbs, and other "parts" will be computer enhanced with microchips.

So I'm 83 posts down. 83 posts, 83 days of sharing. There is some meaning to all this, but my brain is too tired to figure it out. Maybe when the new smart waves brain chip comes out...