Wow what a week. I'm really not sure if I am ahead or behind but here are some things I feel confident about.

I feel confident again, and in the face of almost certain failure even. It seems to be a breakthrough in results expectation and being. Who i am being is the best shot at creating the results I want.

I was promoted from my fun and pleasant and secure marketing director position to Processing Director.

Being in a relationship with her has been wonderful. Here is one reason I know. i can see where she is struggling, where she is deficient I might say in character or performance, and it doesn't threaten me. I'm ok with who she is and isnt. And I am confident she has it handled.

Some big questions coming up...where will I live in a month, am I dropping the ball in SELP?
Can I pull off the ultimate tournaments?
Can I stay healthy?

I have a feeling the car, my teeth, and something unknown will overwhelm me financially all trhe sudden. You know how that goes. Cirq du solei this week. her gift to me. It's like a premier showing of a new shoe at the hockey arena. Wow!

Ok, time for me to get outta here.